Junsu/Junho: Sweet Melody

Aug 20, 2009 19:47

Title: Sweet Melody
Rating: PG
Fandom: 2PM
Pairing: Junsu/Junho
Word Count: 1,305
Summary: Junsu can't hear.
Notes: this is for norinori_junno who wanted a Junsu fic. I promise to write you that Jaysu fic soon bb ♥♥



sweet melody

You start to notice something’s wrong when you’re talking to Junho and his lips are moving, but no sound is coming out of them. You don’t know what he’s saying but end up nodding yes, which leads you to no sex for a week straight. During this time of intimate confinement you decide it’s time to visit the doctor, which you do.

You wish you hadn’t.

*

You don’t know how to tell the rest of the members. You don’t know how to tell your 2AM brothers. You don’t know how to tell your manager you can’t quite hear him as he gets you caught up on the schedule. You don’t know how to tell Jinyoung hyung so you get the doctor to phone him.

It’s when you’re sitting in Jinyoung hyung’s office that you start to get nervous; you start to feel the walls closing in. You don’t notice that he entered the room until you feel a hand on your shoulder. Looking up, Jinyoung hyung is giving you a strange look.

“What?” you ask and Jinyoung says something - his lips move and the only word you recognize is Junsu-yah? - and you shake your head. You bring fingers up to your ears and shake your head once more.

You look away, swallowing back the tears at the pained look on the other man’s face.

*

You arrive home that night with red eyes, sniffling softly as Jinyoung hyung leads you into the apartment. The rest of the members are watching in confusion as you walk into the living room and sit on the couch. You watch as their lips move, only hearing a slight buzz and the only word you make out is your name.

Jinyoung gets the other boys to sit down and you stiffen when Junho wraps his arms around you. You ignore him, eyes focused on Jinyoung, it makes it easier to end things this way. Junho doesn’t get the idea, he holds onto you tighter and you want to tell him that you can’t breathe, you can’t breathe, you can’t hear.

You watch Jinyoung hyung move his lips, watch as he pauses and pauses to look the other way. You watch as he swallows saliva, pushing the tears away so he can continue -

and then chaos breaks through.

Junho’s grip slackens and you suddenly wish it hadn’t. You turn to look at him but he’s staring at Jinyoung in shock. Jaebum is on his feet, face contorted in rage while Chansung is gripping onto his arm like it’s a life line. Taekyeon is gaping at you, while Nichkhun and Wooyoung don’t know what to do with themselves.

Jaebum is speaking now - you can catch little words (breaking up, never, 2PM is only) -and you feel your heart constrict. You stand up suddenly and Jaebum stops talking. He gives you a pained look but you try not to notice.

You move your lips, hoping that sound comes out because you can’t hear and - Jinyoung hands you a notebook and a pen. You feel your world shatter as you take it in your hands. You flip it open to the first page and start writing.

It’s okay, it’s my decision.

Junho grabs them out of your hand throws them behind his back. He brings your lips together and kisses you. He kisses you because you’ve lost all hope, he kisses you because you can’t hear his heart telling you, I love you, he kisses you because -

He pulls away and leaves you breathless. You step away and Wooyoung hands you the notebook. You look down at what’s written and start bawling.



*

2PM goes on an indefinite hiatus and you move to the country side. At first you wanted to live by yourself - you didn’t want to trouble anyone but Junho puts his foot down. He tells you that he wants to live with you - stay with you because you’re his life but you refuse.

He doesn’t listen to you. You give into him eventually and thus begins your quiet life in the country. There are days where it’s just both of you and sometimes it’s multiplied by five. Right now, though, it’s just the two of you. The two of you laying on the sofa with the television on.

You’re watching Jaebum MC and realize that he’s the only one without a mic. Frowning, you’re about to turn your face towards Junho to ask what’s going on when Jaebum starts speaking. Except, he’s not just talking - he’s signing.

His fingers quickly move and the other MCs ask why he’s doing that.

His answer has tears running down your face before you know it.

*

You’re alone today; you realize when you wake up. Junho had to leave early in the morning to go back to Seoul for a bit. You make your way through the house when you notice a door that’s slightly ajar. You don’t remember this door being here before so you open it and you’re left breathless.

The only thing in the middle of the room is a baby grand piano. You walk towards it - captivated because you haven’t seen one in months. You run your fingers over the black wood, you inhale deeply and the smell of wood and string and pedals and music reaches you.

Your fingers reaches the ivory and black keys and you press. You ram your fingers down on the keys, slam your fists because you can’t hear and you don’t realize your screaming. And suddenly an idea hits you.

Quickly, you leave the room and come back with a saw in your hands. You start sawing at the legs of the piano and continue until you’re covered in dust with pieces of wood thrown haphazardly across the room. You press your ears against the sawdust covered floor and start moving your fingers against the piano keys.

When you hear the vibration you start screaming.

Junho comes home at that moment and rushes to see what you’ve done. His eyes are wide as he frantically signs but you don’t answer. You keep screaming and Junho understands. He takes you into his arms, cheeks wet with tears.

*

Junho wakes you up in the morning with light kisses trailing down your cheeks, past your jaw and onto your lips. You both go about the day with your normal routines. And, at night the rest of the 2PM members file into the house one by one.

You wonder why they still stick with you no matter what and as if reading your mind, Chansung smiles at you.

He signs, do you remember what Jaebum hyung said on the program?

Your gaze softens as you look at him and then past him at the other members who’re sitting on your couch. You remember bits and pieces of the past - and the sound of your voice filters in through these memories, which makes your heart clench in your chest.

Chansung takes you by the elbow and leads you to the couch where everyone is. Taekyeon wraps his arms around you instantly and he’s talking rapidly fast. You want to stop him, tell him to speak slowly so you can read his lips but find there is no need. You can tell what he’s saying even though you can’t hear.

I’ve missed you.

You squeeze his arm comfortingly your thoughts whispering, Me too.

Nichkhun pushes Taekyeon off you. You look up at him in amusement, mouthing what. He shrugs, grinning but situates himself next to you. You then understand that this is his way of saying we’ll stay together, forever.

*

It’s the re-run of the program again where Jaebum is signing and they ask him why he’s signing.

He signs, I sign for Kim Junsu, I sign so he can hear.

And you’re back to square one.

fandom: 2pm, rating: pg, pairing: junsu/junho

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