see that grey
about fifteen letters that i read
ofcourse they sit idly by
rarely friendly but always foreboding
i want to forget but missing creed feels better ilu

today the weather was amazing

last nights events made me feel like i was living in a college movie.

may is looking much sunnier than april :)

red foreman to eric foreman
"
i thought about her a little less the next day
then the next day i thought about her a little less
the next day i thought abou her a little bit less than before
and it still hurt
then one day i didnt think about her
and then that hurt too "

the clouds today were very beautiful

spiderman 3 yesterday was very exciting also

i knew i should have just kept driving tonight after work
i just, just need some fresh air in these lungs sometimes we forget who we got
who they are and who they are not
and there is so much more to love than black and white
keep it loose keep it tight

i really like cake right now
but really, who doesn't like CAKE!!

i walked into a fitting room at jcpenny's, in the furthest room was an employee practicing his boxing skills.
he saw me and promptly left.
later, after i paid for a new shirt, i wished him luck with is boxing endeavors. he laughed.

i 5hink im done with h...

i got promoted today to banquet captain
that means more $$/hr and more opportunities for work (more hrs = more $$)

i tried to make fried chicken tonight; well it was edible at least :)

well i wanted to ask an old friend today if i should just move on
then i wrote it all out a dozen times but i just couldn't do it,
i don't want to know
because i still want to hope