why do i have that nagging feeling that something happened, or is about to happen. its just eating away at me. This change wont be good ive concluded, her leaving is going to be so detrimental to me. im hurting already. i didnt want it to interfere while she was still here. i just wanted to ride this out and deal with it when it came, but instead ( Read more... )

show on thursday, emily graduating.....looks like a fine time to get destroyed......whoever wants to witness it come to hamilton st. ill probably end up making an ass out of myself at some point during the night ( Read more... )

so yeah im super amped for alkaline trio on friday......so hopefully i dont pull a birch hill and get a raging headache and hald-die in the car while throwing up....haha

in othe rnews trenton fest will rock and the conspirators rock so fuck ya'll

*prays for good weather this weekend*

alkaline trio then the shore this will be a great break from the routine

i so cant wait...it's on

im eating chef boyardee while im sposed to be at work i love it

see yah

happy one year for the conspirators!!!!!!!!!!! total world domination in one more year so fucking be ready!!!!!!!!

so i thought i was a hopeless case wiht writing kick ass songs, due to my lack of guitar playing skills....but i sat down today and belted out the coolest sounding riff and it evolved into a really damn good song.........now for words ...

fuck you god, i got beef with you, fuck you

ahhhhhhh...life is so exhausting haha boo yah

so em got accepted to the university of miami.....hat the fuck am i gonna do with myself come august? it's so bitter sweet cuz im so proud of her, yet so pissed off that they took her...i dunno what to think. i dont want to be self centered. ugh. fuck this.

fucking thrice....stare at the sun.... such an amazing song....its the kind of song that uplifts you to a point of like extreme happiness enough to burst out of your front door throwing shit out of your hands and not caring about any little fuck in the world ( Read more... )