I'm going to have a very busy week. Soccer practice in Kent Thursday-Sunday 8-10am and 4-6pm. I'm going to be dead. I'm staying up in Kent/Seattle between practices becasue that's more reasonable than coming home. Well I have to wake up at 6am, so I'm going to go to sleep.
i've never felt this way before. this time it's not just physical. i mean, i want to be there for her and care for her. she's such a wonderful person and she deserves to have someone to give her everything she needs, i want to be that person. it just kills me that she'll probably never realize any of this.
i've been doing a lot of think lately. thinking that can't be put into words. but i've come to realize many things about my future and about the people that i want in it. i've never been in this kind of situation before, but it's interesting. girls are complicated. the end
i didn't get my braces off yesterday, i have to wait till july 26th. it's been so long that i don't really care anymore, 6 years to be exact. atleast i'll get them off before i go to san diego
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