Re: Healingsnatchbuddy2August 23 2003, 11:23:14 UTC
listen, all there is to understand is that i needed some time. i rushed into a relationship with you. things moved faster than i had expected. all i wanted from you was some time. my mixed up head has been unfair to everyone. thats why im trying to take a break for myself. and i am terribly sorry, maybe you dont believe me...but i am.
I'm nervous that you will never know what you want....I'm scared that when you do know, it won't be me....I'm afraid of the outcome....and a little upset about the past week. I understand that you need time...but I need answers. I'm sorry that you think that we moved too fast, but that could have been avoided if you would have only told me your feelings. I think that you have issues in your past that still yet haven't been resolved. Which creates a problem for you to move on for your future, with me or anyone. I wish that things could be different but I can't put my feelings on hold for something that may never be...I have true honest feelings for you Matt, but I think that too many other people do too. It's hard to pour your feelings out to a computer.....knowing that people will read this but.....I'm willing to take that chance because I care for you. The ball is in your court now....I'll be there for you if you want me to be....and you know where I live.....I'll always remember our lighthouse....
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