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wow, im beat! i finally started a real job again today ( Read more... )

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today has been a good day ( Read more... )

forever compelled to do something more
never has life seemed such a bore
im losing my mind, my body, my soul
i think ill fall awake again
until im outta control
lose your life to the painted trees
fall into the darkened sea
with blood shed and tears bled
your soul will be free
i wonder if im ever gonna let me be

i hate not being able to sleep ( Read more... )

the starry skies
the ocean breeze
the warmth of a fire
im down on my knees
you were heaven sent
like the birds in the trees
the sun in the sky
and the feeling of free

what a crazy couple of days.

castles made of sand fall into the sea eventually

i just ate 4lbs of mashed potatoes from steak n ale.
thanks angella.
im stuffed...
now i just gotta wait for work...should be about 2am.
thats pretty sad. i should be asleep!
watchin a little terminator.
i want to write a lot...but ill wait till later i guess.
see ya.

its so hard to open up sometimes
i wish it wasnt like that
i feel a trifle bit empty after
i wish i could say more
i just want to talk to you now
so i could sleep easier

i hope it doesnt snow too much...im a little beat.