i'm not immune to all the fears that float in my atmosphere.
"am i awful?" "will i end up alone?"
i can fall, feel a claw in the night.
i'll sped a week or two controlled by the phone.

but i know, one day, i'll watch the universe come up and ask me out on a date
and i'll say "yeah." and we'll get into his car and we'll go all the way,
there's no ( Read more... )

new york is warm while tacoma is an ice-rink.
i just bought christmas presents.
it's joyful noise.

and i'm going to make some coffee.

Don't go ( Read more... )

i'm not drunk on a saturday night.
my stomach isn't hurting.
i played a show in the basement of loeb.
i'm strange and i make things complicated.

i'm looking for a win-win situation.

yikes, so sick of cigarettes and alcohol.
oh new york. oh college.

i am in a little bit of a slump. rocky votolato played tonight
i didn't go.
instead i ate carrots and chilled.
i need to chill.

in other news, i am completely sure of what i am doing for christmas prezzies.
its a big surprise.
but it will be fucking fabulous.

i am sitting in the mercury lounge right now ( Read more... )

alright i am melodramatic.
i just need to read a good book and write this fucking paper.
all will be well.

here i am feeling strange. i'm back in the city and ( Read more... )

last night will and joe and i went to see phil elvrum and karl blau play ( Read more... )

i am seriously so tired.

last night the whole world was pulling all-nighters.
there was quite the crowd with sketchy bottles-in-brown-paper-bags (i wasn't partaking, not on a monday night!)
and we were singing moldy peaches and songs about how nyu sucks, and we were collectively smoking way too many cigarettes. ughhhhhh i need to not pick up that ( Read more... )

It wasn't quiet what it seemed... a lack of pleasantries
(my able body isn't what it used to be).
I must admist i was charmed by your advances...
your advantage left me helplessly into you.

Talking how the group had begun to splinter
and i could taste your lipstick on the filter...

I tried my best to keep my distance from your dress
but call-response ( Read more... )