things are... so.... very diferent...

Sometimes it feels like im living someone elses life. There is so much going on in my head. suddenly the future isnt as clear as it used to be. Things are changing... Im changing... Good? Bad? I dont have the slightest idea.


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if only anyone knew how much i hated so much of myself....

it would make you sick...

i cant even look at myself in the mirror anymore...

Why does it seem like everyone is just trying to grow up so fast. we want everything now. I want to be here, i want to be with him/her. i want to be out of school. i want a good job. i want to move in to such and such place ( Read more... )

how can so much of my life be great and i still feel like shit about everything?

TIRED OF GAS PRICES ( Read more... )

I need some new music...

Help me out, I need some upbeat summer bands!!

suggestsuggestsuggest everything. Im open for anything!

I sat in bed and watched the sunset tonight...

It wasnt anything special. In fact it was really plain and uncolorful.

It made me happy. I wish I did it more often...

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I wish I didnt screw up 99.9% of the time... yeah that would just be wonderfullll