I know my opinions on this don't matter to anyone but me; I'm okay with that.
So, yeah. Apparently Mikey's a dumbass. A dumbass who's making very bad decisions. And, like, I get it. I am always making very bad decisions, but I don't marry them.
And I get what it's like to be bipolar. And I understand social anxiety. And I totally fucking self-medicated my crazy with drugs and sex back in the day, so I kinda get it, but seriously? For as much as I empathize and see the kinds of mistakes I've made in the bullshit Mikey's doing right now, I'm mostly just waving my arms and saying, "Dude. DUDE. You cannot marry a girl whose claim to fame is imitating your wife's best friend on the internet. That's fucked up."
Mostly, though, I'm feeling all cynical and concerned about the fact that he's drinking again, that he's smoking weed and hanging out with party kids. Like, fine, I don't actually know his life, whatever. I do know that he's described himself as an alcoholic and a drug addict and, like, being an alcoholic and going out and getting fucked up with your teenage girlfriend all the time is usually a Very Bad Life Plan.
The ring, motherfuckers! Why would he give her a ring that looks just like the ring he gave Alicia? Did she ask for a ring that looked just like Alicia's? What the fuck?
And, like, if he's in a manic phase right now, the world is his fucking oyster. Everything feels fucking amazing and every choice you make is the best choice anyone could ever make in the history of the world. You're brilliant and everyone loves you and nothing you ever do could ever have negative consequences.
I don't actually know if he's in a manic phase, I'm just saying that there's so such thing as logic or reasoning with somebody who's manic. When I'm manic, I know everything and if you dare to question my very bad choices, it's just because you're a hater.
And we know already that alcohol plus the meds he takes are bad in combination. That's what he's said was one of the major reasons he spiraled so far down around the time they were at the Paramour.
Nobody's really talking much about the fact that he's drinking again. Probably most people don't see it as a problem since he's much quieter about his alcoholism than Gerard. I kind of see it as a huge fucking problem. I don't know. I just worry, okay?
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And I get what it's like to be bipolar. And I understand social anxiety. And I totally fucking self-medicated my crazy with drugs and sex back in the day, so I kinda get it, but seriously? For as much as I empathize and see the kinds of mistakes I've made in the bullshit Mikey's doing right now, I'm mostly just waving my arms and saying, "Dude. DUDE. You cannot marry a girl whose claim to fame is imitating your wife's best friend on the internet. That's fucked up."
Mostly, though, I'm feeling all cynical and concerned about the fact that he's drinking again, that he's smoking weed and hanging out with party kids. Like, fine, I don't actually know his life, whatever. I do know that he's described himself as an alcoholic and a drug addict and, like, being an alcoholic and going out and getting fucked up with your teenage girlfriend all the time is usually a Very Bad Life Plan.
The ring, motherfuckers! Why would he give her a ring that looks just like the ring he gave Alicia? Did she ask for a ring that looked just like Alicia's? What the fuck?
And, like, if he's in a manic phase right now, the world is his fucking oyster. Everything feels fucking amazing and every choice you make is the best choice anyone could ever make in the history of the world. You're brilliant and everyone loves you and nothing you ever do could ever have negative consequences.
I don't actually know if he's in a manic phase, I'm just saying that there's so such thing as logic or reasoning with somebody who's manic. When I'm manic, I know everything and if you dare to question my very bad choices, it's just because you're a hater.
And we know already that alcohol plus the meds he takes are bad in combination. That's what he's said was one of the major reasons he spiraled so far down around the time they were at the Paramour.
Nobody's really talking much about the fact that he's drinking again. Probably most people don't see it as a problem since he's much quieter about his alcoholism than Gerard. I kind of see it as a huge fucking problem. I don't know. I just worry, okay?
This entry was originally posted at http://janesays.dreamwidth.org/21630.html. Comment wherever you'd like.