Well it's back to the way it was at the beginning of the summer. I sit in my room, isolated from the world. Friends are back at school and I'm alone. Alone and not completely independent. I need to get in control again. I think I shall. I will leave for Nebraska and be in control again ( Read more... )

clickity clack
a rat a tat tat
va room pa poom room pa poom room pa poom crack

hmmmm ting
crash bang zing
ring a ling ring a ling ring a ling ling

woosh ahh.
ca caa ca caa
mu ha-ha-ha, ha-ha-ha, ha-ha-ha HA!

Last three posts have been me writing, because you write when your muse tells you too. Don't flirt with fate. About two more days. Then it will be me leaving, and I wont have to feel helpless and sad while others leave around me. I can take my leaving, its harder when the reverse occurs. Maybe I will try to make a more concerted effort to keep ( Read more... )

There exists this string, or is it a thread ( Read more... )

Those days that you're used to ( Read more... )

There are two pirates that sail through my head ( Read more... )

Today was like Christmas. I went to Barnes and Noble with the best person ever, and I got five new books. Plays if you will. Slick, Waiting for Godot, Murder in the Cathedral, The Lion in Winter, and Stone Cold Dead Serious. The best thing ever though, is that they cost me a total of 18 cents. I had enough money in gift cards to cover the ( Read more... )

All that's left of my summer is to write my end of the year reports for the pool, pack my bags and leave. Gone until December. Gone to my other life. Life of different friends, pasty white skin, and four seasons. Don't mind any of it though. I love Creighton, I love Nebraska, it's going to be a great year. All that I'm going to miss are the ( Read more... )

Ah ha!!! I'm almost done. So close I can taste it. Today was the last day that I had to teach swim lessons, and boy does it feel glorious. No more kids whining about how they don't want to swim. No more kids coming up out of the water and spitting a mouthful of water in my face. A week ahead to just relax. But first I have to make it through ( Read more... )

It's three journals that I have posted today. That's quite a lot in my world. Especially when I should be sleeping because of the cuh-razy work schedule the next few days. I was contemplative because I had an indepth conversation with Thais about the world, it's problems, and finding out secrets when you sleep. Which causes me to ask a question ( Read more... )