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[sneekles]

argh not again.

is it a sign when bad things continue to happen? are these things supposed to be confirming my doubt? is the way out to end it all together? or are shit happenings just testing me? or are they nothing at all, im just incredibly unlucky? Its very unlikely but so was what happened to us. Certainty, where are you? luck, where are you?

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[purple_kitten]

certainty and luck? do they even exist? so much is left simply to chance and whatever the universe pulls out for us. when bad things continue to happen, we can interpret them as signs, or we can simply try to accept that chances are, it's all just coincidence, and the only thing that really matters is how they make you feel and the decisions that you make because of them. we all get tested, sometimes more than we think we can handle, or more than we can handle. a hundred times i've wanted to leave, but i haven't, because there's been that one thing that's held me back, that's made it worth it. the way i look at it, if you still have that one thing, it's not time to end it yet. try not to focus on the end, or just see it as inevitable, because all that will do is draw you closer to it. but always, above everything else, trust your gut. even if in hindsight you don't like the outcome, trusting yourself is really the only, most honest way to go. <333