i think i was in a bad mood one day and i remember sayin sumthin like i dont care anymore i give up i dont like justin or joey or anyone, but im not sure who it was i said that too.. but that was only cuz i was really upset or sumthin
Yeah. I would want you to do the best to move on and try to date around, and find happiness. I hate seeing you down or depressed. It makes me depressed. And depression is no fun.
yea, thats another reason i wanna play ball.its gets my mind offa everything. but yea i duno who told justin that :-\. but i hope he doesnt think thats true..:-\ you should tell him thats its not true, and i must have said sumthin when i wasnt myself, or sum1 misunderstood me...find out who told him if u can pwease
That's because when you're down, other people worry about you. People want to help to make things better for you. It's just cause we all care. Like if I was down or whatnot, you would wonder why, and want to talk to me about it. Then we end up with a pity party. (Haven't had one in a while)
Yeah, I was talking to him on the way to the bus. And he told me that, like he was sad to know you didn't. And I told him that isn't true, but he said that the person that told him was someone he really trusts. And he would not tell me who the person was. All he said was "5 cents" That's the only clue he gave me. But I dont quite understand the "5 Cents"
oh damn..i duno..but ill talk to him.. he hasnt called me since you were over :(..it makes me sad..oh well..if he wants to talk to me then i guess he'll call me...but i want to talk to him and i want him to know its not true..
I'll talk to him on the way to the bus line. He is worried sometimes about you. Like yesterday or something, you were talking to me and Sherry and you walked off cause you had to go to class or something, and right as you walked off, he walked up and he thought you were mad at him or something. Maybe that kind of made him wonder. But he looked at me and asked me if you were mad or something, but I told him "nah, she just had to go to class, it's upstairs" and he was like oookay! lol
lol..well its nice to know i have peoples that care :-)..cuz i know i do..but sumtimes its just like blah!..you know how i can get moody. but lately ive had people tellin me someone has done this, and sayin good things about me..im just like well damn..i never realized how much they love me..lol..i like it! :-D..and i feel the same way about everyone else too..>_
LoL, well thats good. Same thing with Melissa, when she went to the hospital, while she was there she had JUST realized how much people actually care. She never noticed it. Especially when me and you went way out of our way to see her at the hospital, and everyone asking about her and everything. People really do care about you. My mother LOVES you to death! She'd take a bullet for you. She loves you about as much as she loves me. Truthfully. I think people really care about me. They seem to. But I have a weird feeling I tend to whine alot, and complain, and I annoy the shit out of people, but I don't do it intentionally, I don't have much to whine about right now. But I can't help it. If something bugs me about something, I seem to let it eat at me. I dunno. I dont understand myself sometimes. But I think I really have friends when they can sit there and listen to allll the little bullshit in my life.
yupers..you do have friends that loves you! and everyone has flaws..and im jsut beging to see mine too..but i duno how to explain wut im talkin about..but i try to stop myself when i realize wut im doing...but its all good noones perfect..
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I think people really care about me. They seem to. But I have a weird feeling I tend to whine alot, and complain, and I annoy the shit out of people, but I don't do it intentionally, I don't have much to whine about right now. But I can't help it. If something bugs me about something, I seem to let it eat at me. I dunno. I dont understand myself sometimes. But I think I really have friends when they can sit there and listen to allll the little bullshit in my life.
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