blah so im basically ready to just go to college.  id thought that this summer would be lots of fun, with like fun parties on weekends and lots of time spent hanging out with friends and beach trips and all since everyone can drive now.  but no, even though everyone can drive, no one else is trying to do beach trips.  ive gone to the beach once.  i ( Read more... )

ugh i missed another one of jason's calls last night. i was so upset.  luckily i called the number back and he pickd up but he was a little upset that i havent answered any of his calls this week... if he only knew how sad i was when i see i missed them!  but yea when he answerd the phone last night, i didnt even recognize his voice.  he had to ( Read more... )

i had another really weird dream last night.  it must be this medicine im taking i dunno.

but yea, so i'll just tell the weirdest part about it cuz otherwise i could be typing for a really long time (this dream was quite long).  so the really weird part is that i killed myself.  except im not me, im in someone elses body.  the girl whose body im ( Read more... )

i got my first letter from jason today!  ah im so excited.  it was really sweet... the boy cant spell to save his life, but the message itself was awesome :)  he told to write back, but then wrote that he doesnt have an address yet.  and theres no return address on the envelope.  so im not quite sure how he expects me to write back.  but i really ( Read more... )

so thursday morning i drove down to senior week. i just was going for the night, and then i left yesterday around 1.  i def. had an interesting night.  i mainly hung out with mollie and these two rachels that go to tatnall.  ok so at 430pm we took our first couple shots.  those def got us pretty drunk already haha.  we first went to an archmere ( Read more... )

im so sad.  hes gone ( Read more... )

i need to update this thing more.  cuz the few times i do i have like so much to write.

so saturday was the graduation party.  i liked seeing all my family.  it was kinda weird though, cuz id never even met some of the family members there.  cuz we invited like family of family... like my dad's cousin's third daughter's husband.   yea.  haha.  i got ( Read more... )

i hate to offset the good entry i wrote earlier today with a bad one, but today was not a good day at all.

my mom and i fought all day long.  neither of us were capable of talking normally to the other, and everything one of us would say, the other would take serious offense to.  it was total bs. on top of all that i got grounded cuz my mom got ( Read more... )

wow, alots gone on in the past couple days!

so tuesday was my first graduation practice.  it was so gay.  it took forever. lets forget about that.  after practice i went to king of prussia with my aunt!  we ate lunch at the cafe in nordstrom, and the food was so good.  i got some sundried tomato and basil panini.  yum.  then we did some mad ( Read more... )

i had the weirdest dream before i woke up this morning.

so i was on a band/chorus trip in what i was calling NYC.  it kind of looked like it at times but really wasnt.  anyway.  so lets start off with that my chaperone was will smith.  me and some other band/chorus people are in a preschool classroom, which is right next to clothiers room, waiting ( Read more... )