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so im sick. and tired. and im making everyone else sick and tired too... i feel really bad ( Read more... )

Just got back from getting sushi with danny... we had a great time, just sitting around listening to random rap songs, talking about this semester, watching Cops, making fun of the people on Cops, and joking around with each other like we usually do.

I think that I'm just going to lay low this evening and attempt to get my sleep schedule back on ( Read more... )

I've been in an amazing mood for the past week or so (coincidently the same ammount of time that i've been hanging out with mike)...
This leads me to believe that:
1- He really is good for me
or
2- Im a loser

The concensus is leaning towards number 1, which makes my mood even better!

Reasons why that day was totally out of the ordinary...
~I went to nordstrom's with mommers, not so unusual, but i picked up about 10 pairs of jeans, and ALL OF THEM FIT! anyone that has ever been shopping with me before knows how rare this is...
           So big deb bought me one of the pairs and a shirt and i purchased another two pairs... it was ( Read more... )

I dont think that this is going to work...

( photogenic drunks )

So I cannot figure out the line that I keep hearing and occaisionally utter myself:
I DONT WANT A RELATIONSHIP
what the hell does it mean. do i say it as a volley against getting hurt or to toss back the notion that i can be with someone, yet not feel? I dont get it.
and what isnt so fucking fabulous about me that would make someone not want a ( Read more... )

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So yeah, I hate being sick esp. when i have to the hospital... not fun... first time i have ever been in an er when i havent run into something like a rock or a door. Yeah, and I'm sick of studying and only being able to eat saltine crackers and pedialyte when i have some kick ass leftovers in the fridge... possibly the best food thats every been ( Read more... )

So I did something really stupid...and I told Josh... and now I feel stupider. Not because I told him, but because he is such a good person and still cares about me. I feel totally loved, but I just feel awful because it takes us breaking up to make me realize what I had/have. We're taking a "break", but we still talk a ton and see each other, and ( Read more... )