brain destroyed

[sniffle666]

usually my wreckless abandon has no lasting effects the day after, except a mild headache and the occasional shin splints. but no more. last night can only be described with regret. i have no idea who i am. i have no idea what i want, and yet i am in an uncontrollable state of want. this is something terrible i think. if i disappear and become

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when all else fails

[wijical]

my grandfather always said to my mom, "just hold it in the road, Nancy."

i think that's some of the best advice i've ever heard.

Re: when all else fails

[sniffle666]

hey, did you hear that? it sounds like...wedding bells! what day are you coming to town? thursday or friday?

Re: when all else fails

[wijical]

thursday :)

My perspective

[cej214]

The worst part is wanting something that you can't describe, something you've never had, and don't know if you really want. And it doesn't matter what you tell yourself, there's still this void. If we fill it do we disappear or become something more real?

Re: My perspective

[sniffle666]

i don't know... but there are definitely wrong ways to go about filling voids. sometimes i think i just want to see how much i can get away with. and yet, i have no clue where it is i'm trying to get away to. i can't wait til you're in town-- i'm going to absorb as much wisdom as possible.

[sxe_yeti_sxe]

maybe you need a road trip?
a big one.

[sniffle666]

yes, i could definitely use one of those.
::sigh::
if only one could wish away a misery.

[sxe_yeti_sxe]

well, you're idaho leg of the tour is set.