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only read this entry if you wanna see me happy and such
fair warning
September 3, 2004
Tonight was amazing, I can't even begin to describe my feelings right now. I hung out with Adam but it wasn't normal. Normally I have almost no emotions towards people if I've only known them for a little over a month and if I do I run away and hide. This time it feels different though, maybe it's just me wishing it is different, wishing I really have someone that cares and feels the way I do. I know it sounds stupid and I hate when people say this...but I think I've fallen and I'm really not as scared as I was before.
I don't remeber having a night like tonight in such a long time and even though it was simple it still seems to have ment so much to me.
My shirt still smells like him too.
i like being happy
fair warning
September 3, 2004
Tonight was amazing, I can't even begin to describe my feelings right now. I hung out with Adam but it wasn't normal. Normally I have almost no emotions towards people if I've only known them for a little over a month and if I do I run away and hide. This time it feels different though, maybe it's just me wishing it is different, wishing I really have someone that cares and feels the way I do. I know it sounds stupid and I hate when people say this...but I think I've fallen and I'm really not as scared as I was before.
I don't remeber having a night like tonight in such a long time and even though it was simple it still seems to have ment so much to me.
My shirt still smells like him too.
i like being happy