life really can't deal the short stack to one person can it ( Read more... )

you know i thought things might have been different this time,

but i guess i was wrong.

maybe i should just give up this silly idea?

but hold the phone, why give the world the satisfaction of seeing me down ..... yet again?

you know what they say "when life gives you lemons go make lemonade"

or the even more popular statement "fuck that"

now see don't get me wrong, i like takeing days off as much as the next guy, but seriously if the office keeps this up i think i might have to get a second job just to pay rent!!!

i'm off yet again, hit me up and get me out of my house!!! ~J

you know, i thought just wakeing up today was bad enough, but when your roommates all have plans with there respective others, and you get to sit home alone all by yourself, it really puts you down in the dumps.

i mean even carolyn and tim are going out, and last i heard they broke up........

fuck this.....

i have said it before and i will say it again, fuck this day!!

whos with me? say it loud, say it proud!

FUCK VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!

peace, i'm off of work for the day, so hit me up if anyone wants to do something today.

~J

god just a few more days and i'm off of being on call (if that makes any sense) then hopefully i can get a good nights sleep, which will in turn allow me to stay up longer so i don't crash when i'm out with friends.

cryptic note to self: your fucking idiot!!

as of last night at 5:30 in the evening, i have gone 1 month without anything in any type of smoke form!!!

any kind of tobacco hasn't hit these lips in one month!!!

cold turkey may suck but jesus i needed to do this!

thank you tania, i own you one, a BIG one!!!

ok everyone, its that time of year again which means many many many things, one of which in my opinion is at the top of the list, and most important one on the list. CHRISTMAS LIGHTS!!!!!!!!!!, and anyone that knows me and my family knows we go all out, so if your driving around rockville/bethesda come and see the lights ( Read more... )

as of 5:30 this morning i haven't had a smoke in about 36 hours ( Read more... )

im tired, im sore, im cranky, and its 5:40 in the morning. i think i might have gotten 1 hour of sleep. someone shoot me.