unrequited and alone

[snjoa]

So. Chris... Douche... whatever admitted that he'd been lying to me the past couple weeks. We'd made a commitment to one another (and to ourselves) that we'd remain drug free. I held to this commitment. He didn't. It's not so much that he got fucked up; when it comes down to that, it's irrelevant. Instead, he lied. Someone who can call himself my

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[poniard]

+ (free first-aid) never expires

[ruinouscreation]

Skipping would be nice. Straight to a masters. Yum. Career decision made for me.

[combat]

I'd like to skip 21-30. Hmm.

I'm sorry Blake

[deer_dance778]

I'm sorry Blake...I really am. There are sometimes when you feel you can't trust anyone. Lately I've been feeling really down and irritable...I don't know why, but I wish I did. I know how it feels to have no one. I've been there many times. Blake, you can pour your guts out to me, and ask my advice on something, and I'll tell you what I think is right to the best of my abilities. I love you Blake, you're an awesome person, you really are. Sometimes when people tell me "You have your whole life ahead of you" I think to myself, if my life is going to suck for the 50-70 yrs I'm going to live, then is it really worth it? I have my happy times, I have a shit load of my down times. It's like Serj says in the song .36 "Life, so unnecissary.." But if you ever need anyone, you got me. I know we had our shit in the past, but unfortunately thats life...and it sucks everyday. But I'm hear, you can call me whenever you want, day or night, if you just wanna talk.
Love you buddy,
Robyn

[currentlyautumn]

that hurts my heart. it seems instead of dealing with change i suppress it.

i wish you would move here to richmond.
i really. honestly. do.