so life hasnt been going so great

[snookie2006]

so my life hasnt been to great as te title says. first of all i havent had a phone for fuckin 2 weeks. i am gettin a new phone friday. thank god. i havent seen my boyfriend since friday.  i miss that boy so much i wanna just be with him so bad. i have no gas in my car. i think i am to nice on my gas. i take this boy fernando home almost everyday

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[___behindmyeyes]

Jen, you know I told you we can hang out whenever. My boyfriend will never mean as much to me as you do. It really hurts to see you say that you don't want to have to worry about hanging out with no one but certian people, and my name not being on that list. I've told you so many times before that you are my best friend and it will ALWAYS stay that way no matter what. And I've also told you so many times before that if a boy even starts to come between us I will break up with him because friends are more important to me and even if that means not being able to be with someone I love then I will have to just do that. We have been friends for four fucking years and no matter what I'm not going to lose your friendship in anyway. I don't know what has been going on for the last week really, I've just been so confused and crying myself to sleep every night over it. You can even ask Brian, I tell him all the time about how I think you hate me or something because it seems like you never want to talk to me no more or nothing. Just like

[___behindmyeyes]

i hope you still know my phone number!! im always here 4 you, i always have been!! call me whenever you need someone to talk to!! i still love you, katie

[snookie2006]

ok i havent replied yet really and its cuz i really dont no wut to say. gerber i never rolled my eyes at brian when he handed me the phone. i was mad any one could look at me and tell. i had just got outta an arguement. so.....also i never said i dont wanna worry bout hanging out with anyone besides certain people. and about katie. no i am not turnin towards her. i have been tellin her i wanted to hang out with her soon. and wut would it matter if i hung out with her anyways? i dont think it does tho right? and i mean if i wanted to talk to her bout things then i do....i mean its nothin about sayin "forget this friend i have this other one" nothin like that gerber u ARE my BEST friend. nothin ever will stop that. nothin at all. so just remember that okay?

and katie, silly girl i will never forget ur number its way to easy to forget. lol. dont worry i will call u soon as see when u have time to hang out. ok? i get a new phone tomarrow so.
well ima go ttyl

The one n only
Snookie