Update on Life
So, I figure I will update since I have a ton of homework due tonight, because that's how I roll. Anyway, I got some great news yesterday: I will be teaching the computer programming class for the SAS (Summer Accellerated Studies) program for both summer terms. I am super excited about this. I get to teach 9th graders computer programming. This is about as close to my perfect job as I can get right now. I am going home for spring break to do absolutely nothing. Well, I take that back. I will be going up to the high school to play tennis with the tennis team, probably watch 2 of their matches. I will probably swing by youth on sunday and wednesday night too. That should be fun. I was told by someone the other day, "Man taylor, you've seemed so much more relaxed lately than I've ever seen you." Wow, I don't sense that at all. I think better words would be uptight, paronoid, cranky, stressed. But I guess the way I feel now could come across as being relaxed, its really just no motivation to do anything. I hate school, I hate my major, I want to go home where everything was ok and right and I knew what I wanted and I didn't have to put up with stress and life. I love my job at the church, but I feel I'm not doing anything for them. How effective am I? Les talked about that at RUF sunday night. "God's always at work" he said. I just wish I could tell that sometimes. Right now I'm just struggling to have something to talk about every meeting. I'm probably the worst youth minister ever. I'm sure I just need a break though. I miss having someone to talk about this stuff with.