it's said that there's one person in the world who is your perfect match. so what happens when you think you find that person who is perfect for you in every single way possible and you finally let your guard down just to find out you'll never see them again. so does that mean i'm destined to be alone for the rest of my life? ugh, i don't think ( Read more... )

wow...tonight i think i might have indirectly killed someone which is ironic cause yesterday i was telling laura how i felt bad that i had broken 9 out of the 10 commandments in one summer. now i've got all ten. me, laura, and IHOP dave were at a red light and stopped next to two guys who were turning left on the blvd. laura explained that they ( Read more... )

there are 23 days left of my summer. it looks like i'm not going to see who i wanted to see before i go back but nevertheless i think all of this drama has taught me a few things. summer classes are finally over so i hope i can spend a few more days at the beach. overall, this summer has been insane...i can't even describe it. i know i've ( Read more... )

an interesting 19th birthday it was indeed. here's a list of the gifts bestowed upon me ( Read more... )

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everything i touch turns to shit.....i can't do this anymore. i fuck up everything. tonight i told my mom i'm dropping out of school and going to live in jersey. i'm scared to do it but i have to. i can't have them bitching at me anymore. what's the point in having a career anyway, when i die, god isn't gonna care that i had a bachelor degree ( Read more... )

i found my inspiration tonight. with a cigarette, my sister, and a set of swings at the playground at 2am. the moon was shining off the clouds and the weather was perfect and i realized that just looking at that was all the proof i need to know that God exists. lately i've just felt like how you feel when you spin around in circles a million ( Read more... )

ugh, once again i'm stuck at home alone, but at least i'm watching heavyweights (the story of my life). no pirates of the caribbean tonight, but there's hope for the future. wow, i just realized tonight how much i want to go back to school. right now it feels like i'm stuck in some rut and i just need to get back there and get on with my life so ( Read more... )

well matey's, today is a day to celebrate. it's the world premiere of pirates of the caribbean!!! and i've already started off my day captain hook style. my mom decided to be psycho this morning and woke me up at 6am to bitch, then she proceeded to slide a check under my door for the amount i spent on her birthday gifts. so gathering from my ( Read more... )

feeling a little not good thanks to some coconut rum but its a necessary evil. and tonight i'll be contributing to the delinquency of my sister.....but we really can't get any more delinquent can we? why yes we can, and that's a promise.


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