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[snoozing_kitten]

So. Thesis due Friday, broke down trying not to cry yesterday curled in my lab chair, not crying because I have a horrible sinus infection and if anything it would make it hurt worse. It's so hard to focus when my brain is filled with snot. Not even normal colour snot and just freaky snot, that can't be good for working with cells. (I have a degree

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[tourdefierce]

This makes me want to do nothing but cuddle you. I am so sorry. Doing anything scholarly with illness is awful. It's wretched. I don't know why it's worse than going to a job but it is. It totally, totally is. I feel you. = (

I kind of want Lydia fic where she's like, you know what? I'm going to un-immune myself because everyone is a werewolf and I want to be one too. Because I know I'm better than you and I'm not going to let something like being human stop me. And then she becomes a werewolf and everyone wants her in her pack and she's like, "Do you know what? Fuck all of you." Then she drags Stiles over and they do like Venn-Diagrams and shit about what are the cost-benefits of her joining which packs and she listens to Stiles, even if she's mean and Jackson blinks his bambi eyes at her a lot.

Feelings for Teen Wolf never go away.

[snoozing_kitten]

It was a bank holiday long weekend and I spent something going on 26 hours in the lab making upset faces at various lab equipment. Then they turned off the building's water to fix and and it's like 'BUT I NEED TO PEE AND I HATE EVERYTHING'

Lydia becomes a werewolf by FORCE OF WILL. I like it. I wonder if they will ever explain why she's immune? Of course she would takes Stiles and Jackson with her, because they are hers even if one is a dork and the other is kind of an idiot (it is okay because they are pretty and match her outfits for the most part).

They don't. They really don't. Just fester. They make you want things.

[tourdefierce]

Why do they like to torture you so? I'm sorry you spent the weekend with lab equipment that didn't treat you nicely. You deserve better. A nice meal and some flowers before they get rough.

Dude, you know she can do it.

I don't know. There is A LOT missing in the Lydia context. Like, what the fuck happened when she was missing? WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED IN THE SHOWER. Why was Peter able to come back to life through her? How much has she been aware of her actions for Peter? WHAT IS HAPPENING. Anyway, it feels like after the last episode, she realizes that nothing is the same as it was before. Lydia was clearly not ready for change and now? Fuck. She's amazing. She's got all the balls in her court.

I want so many Teen Wolf things. I can't. I just like, write fic and cry.

[snoozing_kitten]

I normally require safe words for this kind of consensual torture

[snoozing_kitten]

I HATE SCIENCE **sulk** I'm seeing cells when I blink.

It seriously is. Like. How? Just HOW. I must be losing water like woah with all this. **snort** people try and grab you but no WHAM SLIME. (Have you read a comic called Chew? If not. DO EEEET.)

[snoozing_kitten]

AUG WHY SCIENCE WHY. DDDDDDD:

LOL. It's called passion. I think. That or stockholm syndrome. I'm betting somewhere between the two. Oh god. Just. When for a blinding moment I thought my Western worked proving my theory (it didn't, but hey :D smile a negative result is still a result even if my result is 'fuck, it doesn't seem to be anything discovered yet')

It is SO good. SO GOOD. It's a little darkly twisted, but if you have a slightly morbid sense of humour it's brilliant. Literally snorted at 'sons of monkeys' thanks!

[themostepotente]

Feel better soon, hon, and good luck with your thesis ♥

[snoozing_kitten]

Thank you!! :3

[encoded_panties]

)))): *MORE INTERNET HUGS* <33333333 I really hope you feel better soon

[snoozing_kitten]

**rolls around** God me too. SERIOUSLY CAN'T TAKE MUCH MORE.

[eyesofapanda]

*hugs* I'm sorry you felt so shit. I hope you feel better today, or tomorrow, and good luck for Friday. I'm sure once it's in you'll feel like there's a huge weight off of your shoulders!

[snoozing_kitten]

Thanks, I'm either getting better, or at least stopped getting worse, so we'll see. Thank you!

It will be amazing. I'm going out that night, and two parties the next day. Ha.