(Entry 9) Dear Diary...
Everything is so crazy right now.
On the good side:
I'm going to Russia with Fugaku and Shisui. It's going to be so cool. I've never been to a foreign country before. Fugaku has to work, of course, so I'm glad Shisui's coming with me-we can go shopping and stuff while Fugaku's working, then all hang out and maybe I can sweet talk Fugaku into doing a little sightseeing? I bet he's been to Russia a billion times but never once stopped to check out Tsarskoe Selo or the Winter Palace. I can't wait! Iwashi and Nell said they'd take the kittens for the week, so I don't have to worry about them being alone.
And the best part is that I'll be back late Saturday night, so I can still go visit Raidou. Raidou's been super sweet and so happy to see me every week. He gets out next week and I'm so excited to have him home. I can't wait for him to meet the kittens.
And Grimm was just fun. We went to hit baseballs and he was really nice and barely groped me in public, which was awesome. He acted just like a big brother (well, except for a few times when he...heh, nevermind. Uh.) I had so much fun. I wanna go again.
On the bad side:
Lee was hurt, and I'm so worried about him. I talked to Iwashi about it, and it seems like he's gunna come out ok but I had the feeling that there was something he wasn't telling me. I hope he's ok. I like Lee a lot, and I'm sad for poor Iwashi and Nell.
I'm worried about Shisui too. He looks so sad and tired when he thinks I'm not looking at him. I feel really guilty about the thing with Raidou, but...I'm just trying to help him and hopefully everything will turn out ok. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm really kind of confused.
I'm worried about Fugaku too. He's drinking a lot. I know it's not really my place, but...I can't help but feel that someone should say something. I don't know if it should be me, though.
And I'm worried about Deidera. I know that Itachi says he's fine, but other than a quick hello conversation I haven't been able to talk to him. I miss him a lot, and I'm glad he's getting to do this big artistic thing, but...it feels so weird for him not be here. I came here to find him, and then I lost him again. It sucks.
And I'm worried about Dad. He still hasn't called. My aunt wouldn't talk to me either. It hurts....