I haven't abandoned livejournal entirely..I just think life has been too weird for me to even know what to write.

This last couple of years I've had too much to deal with. Just too much. I think things are getting better.. But for how long?

Since you wish the heart attack had killed you,
and since you insist I keep all work related trauma to -myself-
and because you won't help me to do what it takes to ensure a good future for myself and our daughter

...then what the hell good are you to me?

http://www.2theadvocate.com/news/44338722.html

By the time I get off work, I'm so tired, I don't write anything down. I'm usually half asleep in the passenger seat of the car, shoveling food in my face ( Read more... )

I've made 1600 dollars this week, preying upon one of human natures ugliest sides.

Last night at work, someone 'made it rain' on me. Like 200 dollars, all in ones. There was money flying all over the place.

I have to admit, it was sexy.

X(

Edit:

I was exhausted. My kiddo was fussing, Cory was fussing, and Cory's mom came over so she could borrow 1,000 dollars from me. I was just annoyed.

made over 1000 dollars on wednesday night..

and..I now have a stripper pole in my bedroom. (Thanks Roger!!!)

Hanner has an ear infection ( Read more... )

Very soon, I'm going to make this diary entirely about my new job as an exotic dancer. Every night that I work, there are several absolutely ridiculous things that occur. I think I'm going to eventually publish the diary as "Violet: The Diary of a Dancer". It has a nice ring to it.