I posted on the TimeLadies recently asking that same question. "LJless Marie" answered saying that she's fine, just in some really financial hard times, and isn't doing much of anything that costs money. I don't know if her computer is still working or not, I guess not.... but anyway, last I heard, she was ok, just broke.
Marie was partly correct. That she wasn't wholly correct isn't at all her fault. Y'all know me...when I'm really hurting inside, I tune out, turn off, and shut down. :-/
I'm battling depression again. Never in my working years have I ever had difficulty finding a job. Until now. And so I'm struggling desperately, in the money department, it's true.
But I'm also struggling emotionally because after a while of still having no job, I began questioning myself. (It's the same old vicious pattern. No love life -- I feel unloveable. No job -- I feel unworthy of employment.)
Yes, I know I'm neither unloveable nor unworthy of employment. But what my head knows and what my heart believes are two different things.
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I'm battling depression again. Never in my working years have I ever had difficulty finding a job. Until now. And so I'm struggling desperately, in the money department, it's true.
But I'm also struggling emotionally because after a while of still having no job, I began questioning myself. (It's the same old vicious pattern. No love life -- I feel unloveable. No job -- I feel unworthy of employment.)
Yes, I know I'm neither unloveable nor unworthy of employment. But what my head knows and what my heart believes are two different things.
Not in a good place right now.... :-(
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