and you may not think that i care for you

when you know down inside that i really do

and its me you need to show

how deep is your love?


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my mindset right now is: ok i love you but you dont love me so i'm going to try and concentrate on getting as drunk and possible and having a lot of fun being free but if i find out you've got another girl im gonna half nutz ( Read more... )

things that dont get old

- blue eyes
- kevin devine since i was 13
- samantha and carianne
- freezing out my room with my AC
- never sleeping
- cool rinses after hot showers
- the wedding singer
- snapple iced tea
- belts with dresses
- converse/ flip flops
- denim
- robert deniro

And at night,
you are the dream
I fall asleep to have.

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if you think this is a happy song, you're wrong.

those late night apology phone calls give me too much hope ( Read more... )

truth: my feelings are really hurt. thank you for all those things you said.

at the end of these days i just feel so tired.

i start summer classes tomorrow.

i am no longer the eternal optimist always believing in love.

love is fake.

whats
going
on??
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And it's hard to want to stay awake
When everyone you need, they all seem to be asleep.
And you wonder if you missed your dream.

You can't see a dream.

you can't make someone better who doesn't want to get better.

i can't do this . there are just things that aren't right and this is one of them. i try to pretend not to care but i don't think i can do that either. it's so hard for me to change who i am, i can never pretend anything when my real feelings are so strong. you cannot disappear because your smile is engraved in every cortex and lobe in my brain. ( Read more... )