Since yesterday had been one year since Eddie's accident, you could guess it wasn't my best day. Once school was over, we had a home game against Winthrop and won 16-2. Today school was pretty bad. I don't know why, but the past month has really seemed to suck and I can't think of many logic reasons for it. Anyway, today we had another home game ( Read more... )

( Poem from last year )

So yesterday we had a game in Beverly. Since I've hated this week so much and played like SHIT in my game, I had a mental breakdown and got taken out of the game in the 3rd inning. Hahha, I'm so dumb. Not to mention, we lost the game 12-5. I went to Dustin's until around 12:45. Not the best night, so I slept most of the time. Today I worked 9-12 at ( Read more... )

I don't even know what to say about this week. It's had its ups and downs, and I seem to be way more stressed out and upset than I should be. I hate rumors, and most of all, I hate when people who mean a lot to me say they're "disappointed". I couldn't even begin to count how many people have told me that in the past few days. I've been sleeping a ( Read more... )

Well, now I can officially say my vacation ended awful. I don't know how to make up my own mind. I'm pathetic. Ugh, let's not get into it. About today, school was okay. We had a game in Lynn against Lynn English and almost lost, but ended up winning 8-6. Now I'm home with tons of homework, really stressed out and unhappy. :o/

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I don't see how everything can be so awesome one day, and the next, my heart feels like it was ripped out, stepped on, and shattered into pieces. Who could have though one person could make you feel so many ways in such a short period of time? I wish things could be perfect, but nobody ever has it perfect. I guess I just want everything to be ( Read more... )

Well, now that it's 2:00am and I can't sleep, why not update? Training at CVS is going good, but I honestly think I am going to hate the job. Maybe I'll find another job for the summer, and work two jobs. I need to start saving up money for a car, or just saving up money in general (maybe for summer?). So, Doug got his license today so Erika, ( Read more... )

Tuesday, we won our game in Georgetown 17-1 because we're awesome. I went to Dustin's afterwards. Yesterday, there was practice from 11-12, then I went to the beach. You know summer is coming after you get a sunburn. I <3 getting sunburned. I went to work at CVS and training is the biggest pain in the ass. After work, I went to Dustin's, then ( Read more... )

Well, things have improved a lot, and I'm feeling like "one of the happiest girls alive" again. Luckily, my forehead isn't still swollen, and I didn't get a black eye. Today, Dustin came over while I was laying on my porch getting a sunburn. :o) We played a game of Battleship, then went to my aunt's cookout down the street. Dustin's mom gave us a ( Read more... )

Personally, I think yesterday couldn't have gotten any worse. Where should I start? Let's see.. I went to Burnams for my game, and while we were warming up, the sun got in my eyes and I ended up getting hit in the face with a softball. It looked like I had a golfball under my skin on my forehead, so I had to get rushed to the trainer. I went back ( Read more... )