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I'm sad. I can'tpretend to be happy, although i'm sure you're doing what's best. I just want to sleep,cry, and leave. I'll be fine, I just needed to say that I was sad. I knowit's not me, but you'll have a good time, and that kinda hurts.
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i know you are sad and i never intended for things to end up like this - you know how excited i was about break.
but this is something that i NEED to do. i need to get away, it is nothing personal. the last week and a half i have felt absolutely awful. last time i felt this way, i ended up in the hospital a few months down the line... i don't want to end up like that again, i need to do something that can stop this chain of unhappiness i am currently caught in. getting a break from ohio, letting go of all plans and simply doing something spontaneous, might just do the trick. i'm not doing this to have a good time, i'm doing it because i need to find the answers and god knows the answers are not in ohio.
you know i still love you so much.
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