trying...

Oct 29, 2006 23:55

I'm sad and down right now. I know this move is something that I want, but I feel very uneasy and scared, and I hate admitting that I'm scared, but I am. Once I have my own place and job I'm sure things will start to look up, I just wish I wasn't so far away. The past few times out here were much easier because I had jobs right away that I was ( Read more... )

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What to do, what to do...? pryvtedncr October 30 2006, 12:51:37 UTC
Deep breaths, for starters.

Yes, my darling, the thing to remember is that you're only 22. You've decided to uproot yourself and turn your life completely upside-down to pursue a dream. That's going to be scary for anyone. But you know that this is what you want, and you had the courage to actually make the move, so that's got to stand for something, you know?

The first week is always about self-doubt: "Did I make the right choice?"; "Is this going to work out?", etc. In time, however, this will pass. You'll get your job(s), you'll get your managers and agents, and then you'll start to work... a lot. You said yourself you've already had jobs out here, so there are connections already made, and that's a whole lot easier than coming out there completely green.

Let's not forget, too, that not only are you talented, but you are talented and pretty. And pretty people do so much better in Hollywoodland than non-pretty ones do. So, you've got lots going for you, my dear ( ... )

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tenacious_doa October 30 2006, 17:17:39 UTC
keep trying, hang in there, I know you'll do amazing things.
love ya.

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vladtheimpaler November 1 2006, 18:48:42 UTC
fear is just a form of energy, you can redirect it and actualy make things happen.

*hugs*

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