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worthless
i feel worthless...i feel like i can never do anything right for my parents. i speak softly, they don't hear, i get yelled at for not responding...i speak louder, i'm 'yelling' and need to stop...but i'm only heard when i 'yell'...i do my best to keep up with the kitchen messes of a family of six, three of them kids that drip and spill and don't ( Read more... ) -
*Grin* I've got a LETTER!
This is how it works: Comment on this entry and I will give you a letter. Write ten words beginning with that letter, including an explanation of what the word means to you and why.
The letter J was given by xtremeroswellian.
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Awesome Song.
A 1 min. 30 sec. cut of this song was featured in a commercial on Discovery Channel for their two series' 'I shouldn't be alive' and 'Deadliest Catch'. People clamored to know who sang it and where to get it. The response was that it only 'lived' as the 1:30 cut. After much pleading from people, Discovery asked the artist, Amanda, to return to the ( Read more... ) -
Random Thought.
Okay, I know, it's bad of me...I was watching TBS and an old movie came on "The Running Man". (It's got the 'Govinator' in it, but there was nothing better to watch--believe me.) Anyway, in it, set in a future reality where the U.S. is a totalitarian state, there's a show called The Running Man. They take criminals and send them to ruins of L.A. ( Read more... ) -
This is NOT a joke.
Okay, this is just insane. I was in church and outside we heard this huge bang and the power flickered. So, nobody really thinks much of it and we finish the service. I walk home with my brothers and there, in the snow on our lawn is tire tracks. Our mailbox is about three feet shorter, the transformer box on the edge of our yard was knocked askew ( Read more... ) -
AN IMPORTANT MESSAGE.
Read this. Read it now. If you can't access it, I'll repost it with permission from the author.
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I'm in shock...
Okay, so this was extremely weird to me. In my Women's Studies class, I had to write a current issues paper. I chose to research and do the paper on a fairly unknown (to many people) practice called 'honor killing' where women in certain countries and cultures are killed when it is percieved that they have in some way brought dishonor to the family ( Read more... ) -
My last day as a teenager.
Okay, okay, melodramatic, I know, but corny or stupid as this sounds, it seems like once you get out of your teens, lots of people expect you to act differently. More mature, responsible or whatever. Sure, they still let some stuff slide, but...I don't know. It just seems like, at least around here, you hit twenty and if you're not dating seriously ( Read more... ) -
Happy New Year
So, has it been long enough since I posted? I'd say so. Well, I never did finish my NaNo...I've started a new writing project though. I'm now writing 100 fics at least 100 words long for Fanfic100, a lovely community here on LJ that I've joined. Please read them. Please give me feedback on them. I don't like to beg, but I will if I have to. I'm ( Read more... )
