Its just a lil bit of rain in my sunshine....

[snowhite3]

Bendan, Im not mad at you in the least. In fact I was kinda gonna rely on u to be my friend. hehe Im just kinda numb right now. Working my ass off trying to find a new job (since the old one obviously isnt gonna work) I've made literally 92 phone calls today, sent out (again literally) 57 resumes, and have made 4 interviw apointments. Doing

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you cant ring out your mind for someone and watch the poison leave.
if its right, it just ends up getting diluted by their patience.

youll find your fairy tale lucy
promise

[pstindustrialst]

i'm sorry if i made it seem like you were making me feel that bad.

it's just been really tough for me too with this rebecca situation.

and i know exactly how you feel. for months both of us (at least i assume both of us) have been terribly unhappy together and now isn't a picnic either.

i love her very much and today i remembered all these great times we shared.

it's hard.. it's really fucking hard, kitten...

i don't know if it's possible to "unfuck" yourself but i've asked the same question often.

how do you undo twenty years of dealing with so much shit???

i guess the best answer i can come up with is to take it one day at a time...

i'm here for you liz.

i can't promise much out of that, but i'm here for you...

and good luck with your job hunt...

i'll be up sooner than later..

^_^

Brendan