I'm still alive

[snowmlp]

I took my last final today, maybe I did alright, I hope. I got an A in AP government and politics, SOooo happy. Yep, I'm still upset about losing my BF. Stuff happens I guess. Yeah so I went and talked to Sara today over jet teas about the whole jake and me break thing. I guess it's not so bad, but I'm still sad about it. Maybe I'll ask someone to

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Been There, Done That

[riseball]

I did that too when I broke up with Arthur. After a while I just started feeling like I was the worst girlfriend to him ever and that no guy ever deserved such a curse as me for a girlfriend. I just felt like I would end up hurting anyone no matter who it was.

Things have changed though. I found someone who I practically slapped in the face with what I said to him when I was rejecing him, but he didn't give up and now I have freaking been dating him for two months. I don't think I could bring myself to hurt him in any way now.

Just goes to show you how things change, mainly with time. You'll get there. Just try to make it through the day and keep your hopes up. Find the things that bring you joy again, rather than the person.