This has been one shity week. Last night was the last straw. The front passenger tire fall of last night as I was leaving the Pipkin's last nigh before I went home. My car is dead and if hadn't stop at the Pipkin's house last night I could have died in a car crash. The tow-truck guy said he's seen what happens to a car at 70mph (The front end of ( Read more... )

Love should NOT be painful. If you want what you can't have but you some how get it; hold on to it. Acting like you don't deserve it because you did not get it the way you wanted to is pathetic, egotistical, and just fucking stupid. Be happy you got whatever it is you wanted. Enjoy it, don't abuse it ( Read more... )

So, it begians... again

Fuck the future!
Bite the past!

What can I say?
Thankyou Kim. Thank you Eric. You guys mean the world to me and i can now find some one who will feel the same for me as i feel for them.

Another sleepless night and this time i even gave myself heartburn. I thought after this weekend everything would go back to normal and I would be able to sleep. I was wrong...

Now I have to go to work w/ a few hours of sleep. I can't keep doing this.

When ever shit hits the fan. Everyone at Wawayanda is there for me. They have been there for me in the past and will be there in the days to come. They are my first priority. Everyone else falls behind them.

Too much blood in too many nightmares. I really need a good nights sleep. Go figure, the only bad thing that happen to me in Waway. is something that will haunt my dreams for a long time to come.

Go team Wawayanda! Tough choices for me: After party or cute chicks that my mom is bring home from camp that are a little older then me? Maybe I'll do both.

I must thank all of you that live in New Jersey. Your taxes pay me to workout, box, grapple, wrestle, let me learn submissions, and break outs. Your taxes also pay me to work with the people that have made me the person I am today. When ever I am at Waway. I never have a bad day. They can always make me feel better. Even after the most heart ( Read more... )