Almost three years in...

[snowrider977]

I lost all touch with my journal. Some would argue I've lost all touch with myself...I tend to agree. I have been brokering/selling insurance since my last entry. The job has pretty much consumed my life. Doing pretty well at it though, give or take a few months. I have a few things I would change about the place...the people...but overall it is

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[raychel024]

i was happy to see you updated- & i agree the older i get the less i hold onto the things that made me "happy" in my twenties.. its a process of evolution i guess.. my life, as choatic as it is & consumed by saving dogs, and being a mom, is pretty monotonous as well.. I suppose this is what happens.. there is , and always will be a part of me that is somehwhat restless, and wonders what it'd be like to be..free..ie no reponsibilities, different people, an awesome social life, etc etc..but I am where I am & Im not a victim. Ive chosen all of this for myself, and I find comfot & happiness in it..
Am i overjoyed?..um no...
but..thats something I've set aside I guess..
I wish you luck in your upcoming marriage & you deserve to be happy. I love you - always have
xo
ray