you know just when you think that you can handle everything you snap. i thought i was doing fine with the whole my grandpa is dying, my grandma is killing herself trying to take care of him, i never get to see my dad, i miss my little brother, my step-mom is having another child, my mom's jackass keeps taking hundreds of dollars out the the ( Read more... )

so so much has happened since the last time i updated which was like a year ago i dont even know where to begin but who cares life has been a mess just like always what else is new and who even cares ive been keeping everything all bottled up and i havent been talking to anyone not even my bf of a year and a half lately it seems like ( Read more... )

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i know whenever i update no one cares. and i know that whitney is the only one who actually reads them and cares. and to be honest i understand why. i dont blame anyone for hating me or not even caring about my updates. infact i wouldnt even be surprised if you all forgot about me. but life has sucked lately. my mom has a tumor in her liver ( Read more... )

so yesterday was my 18th bday. it was alright. i got cool presents from my bf. then i went to the pasta house. overall it was good. happy 18th to me!

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i shouldve killed myself when i had the chance i reall dont want to be here anymore im such a fuck up

just come out and say it. just admit to it. youll be fine.

I GOT ACCEPTED TO WEBSTER UNIVERSITY!!!!! 

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