time is odd.

[snowwhitesmouse]

So this last weekend/monday/whatever, I had this sort of, meltdown

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[pale_blue_laces]

hi... I realized that I found you on the -iowa- community. I guess I just thought you were smart, funny, introspective, strong, and interesting.

I recently learned that there are some people who I consider close friends, and they are offended by my "emotions". (see my recent entry) It's horrible to feel like you have to censor yourself, and I'm struggling with it right now, myself... so I have this to say. You bring you, and I'll bring me, and I will gladly accept your ups and downs, and I hope that you will accept mine. After all, it's a part of being human, and I wouldn't ask for anything else from my friends.

I hope I can stay around, lady!
~m.

:)

[snowwhitesmouse]

I'm thankful for the support, and yes, you are on my friends list. :)

[crimsonkitty23]

I know I don't comment much. I have my own issues that I'm dealing with that keep me from saying the things I want to. Believe me, I've wanted to say a lot to you. I've wanted to tell you how strong and wonderful I think you are and how, in my own way, I understand what you are going through. I'd like to be kept around if you will have me. I still want to get to you know you better and try to get out there to hang out sometime.

In any event, I'm sorry things are so hard for you right now. It seems to be a new year trend or some stupid thing. I think of you often and am wishing you all the best. I was worried when I saw you had deleted your journal. I'm glad you are back and I hope you stick around.

aw, *warm fuzzies*

[snowwhitesmouse]

It's nice to know that you care, and you have never been removed from my friends list. :)

[mooonbeam]

I refuse to beg or explain for your friendship...

*sigh*

[snowwhitesmouse]

My god, I give up. What's that line?

"I always feel I have to open my mouth and every time I do, I offend, someone, somewhere."

I haven't taken anyone but Rebecca off my friends list.

I never fucking asked you to do either, whatever you do is up to you.
I'm sick of fighting. I'm sick of my temper and I'm sick of other people assuming they know what I mean.

Be my friend if you want. If not, don't. Cripes.

Re: *sigh*

[mooonbeam]

"From now on, I am making this journal friends only; if you want to be added, add a comment saying why."

That comment is why I responded, I am not going to explain why I should or should not be included on your "friends" list.

I have no idea what you think, what you feel, I can only take what you say and what you write...

If you are pissed at E then just be pissed at her, if you are pissed at me, say so, these shadow games irritate me...

Re: *sigh*

[snowwhitesmouse]

I'm not pissed at her, I haven't been since that night. She and I have talked. My reaction to your comment was more like a "what the fuck" response, although I did wonder if it had something to do with my issues with her. I don't know what you mean by shadow games, but I wasn't playing games.

I would like for you to be my friend, but only if you want to be.

[evildmguy]

There you are! I was worried about you! I saw the journal had been deleted and was wracking my brain trying to figure out a way to contact you. But you reposted! Thanks!

I am sorry to read about the Drama Fairy in your life. I only hope it gets better and would like to be there as it does.

I do hope you have a Happy New Year. Take care!

edg

[insanebiboy]

hmmm...I really dont know how anyone could get offended by your page in comparison to some others I read. Yours doesnt seem offensive at all to me, then again its me talking. Hope your feeling better.