This is my “thank you” to God. Thank you Lord for protecting me and keeping me safe through such a dangerous accident. Thank you for trusting in me and using your devine hand to save my small life and the lives of everyone involved. Walking away without a scratch. There is no other word to describe it except to say that it was a miracle. I have ( Read more... )

So I was walking on campus today, and I was standing in the little garden between Murphree and Sledd, and I just had the weirdest sensation. I was standing there and it was like all of a sudden I was seeing five years ago. I was walking around in the garden with Jesse and Rob and my mom, and we were loading up the truck to move Jesse out. It was so ( Read more... )

It has been some time since I wrote in this thing, and I almost wasn't going to write in it now. Heck I don't even know if anyone reads it anymore, but I'm kinda hoping they don't becuase I'm just getting some stuff off my chest ( Read more... )

Easter weekend was wonderful! I got to see all my favorite people and Jamie got to meet everyone and even rode horses with me. We thought it was a good idea to go to dinner stoned... haha it's not. But it sure was funny. Saturday night was the best... Pat kissed me. :o) I've wanted him to for a long time. We like eachother we just live so far from ( Read more... )

So I'm at work today and go over to where they sell the little snacks... we have this little table and they sell candy and crackers and stuff cheaper than the vending machine...well I bought a pack of those little cheeze cracker sandwiches and and went back to my desk. After eating three crackers I realize that they definitely don't taste good at ( Read more... )

I hate all the stupid norms. Dumb rules about how you need to act or be around the person you like. Like, tonight I feel like I called too much or made myself seem to desperate, but looking back it really wasn't that bad, and I was drunk so it's not even like I was soberly harassing him... but yet I still feel like I messed up and that makes me ( Read more... )

Hahaha Kiwi ismy bpebnis wants you ( Read more... )

I've learned the same lesson twice in my life, and apparently I don't seem to be able to get it. Now I'm terrified though, because one of the two chances I took completely bombed... even just with friendship and trying to let things work out ( Read more... )

I was so sick today that for the first time since I got to school all I wanted was my mom to cuddle with me and take care of me. I woke up at six and proceeded to throow up at least every fifteen minutes for the next six hours. It calmed down to the point where it was only once an hour, and now im breaking records with a solid four hours of not ( Read more... )

So I'm having a serious mental break down. I am in a situation and I don't know what to do. John is an amazing guy. Better than the jerks I usually date. He's funny and nice and sincere... but I just don't have any feelings for him anymore. I get bored so easily, I mean heck lets look at my track record... I don't know what's wrong with me. I ( Read more... )