Every morning he'd sip his coffee, park his car in the employee garage, walk in through the lobbey and take the elevator to the 11th floor. Every morning he'd smile at the receptionist, she'd smile back. He'd worked with the firm for a year, but hadn't spoken a word to the girl. On some of his more adventurous days, he would consider approaching ( Read more... )

I fooled myself into believing something for a while, and it kept me happy until the bubble popped and reality hit ( Read more... )

Last night marked the end of my happy streak.

It's so hard to put the key in the ignition. I can't shake the feeling that theres a gun pointed at my heart and my finger's on the trigger.

I'm in an unbelievably good mood right now and can't figure out why. Ah well, enjoy while it lasts.

I had decided against posting here because it seems to be more trouble than it's worth, but I've got to get this off my chest. Just found out yesterday that both of my roommates are leaving the room, which is kinda saddening and kinda cool. On one hand I'm going to miss em for their quirky selves, Rem the intellectual activist and Steve the ( Read more... )

Tonight I asked for a cigarette from Casey. I had previously quit, but recent events really warranted one. It’s fair to say I’m not going to class tomorrow, but I’m just too heartbroken to care. In reality, many possibilities lie before me, but the likelihood determines my mood currently… Next to tears here right now. That never happens. This ( Read more... )

I had a strange dream last night, Steve says most likely the Jack Daniels I had the previous night was to blame. Last night I did my best to sever any relations with Tora, it's always easier when you're loosened up by alcohol. It's tough, because I like her (as a friend) but it's for the best that we not hang out at all. I'm far from the best of ( Read more... )

Most of my friends were having fun getting drunk tonight, it's thirsty thursday after all. Unfortunately, I didn't get to share in the festivities, for I've been working all day on a paper I've managed to not actually write any of yet. Luckily I have enough caffeine to keep me awake through next day. If tomorrow wasn't friday I don't know what I'd ( Read more... )

Tired as hell. Woke up this morning at 5am, giving myself a grand total of 4 hours of sleep, in order to get free tickets for the upcoming Chris Rock show. Last weekend was pretty eventful. Gregg was throwing up in the bathroom, when a group of maybe ten people ganged up on him and chased him out of the building. We spent a couple hours looking ( Read more... )