Ok so today is Jessica's only day off work, and if she isn't doing anything with Ricky, or Bucky, I am going to beg her to go see Ladder 49 with me.....I have to see this movie, if anyone knew how much I want to be a firefighter then you'd understand..it's important to me that I see this movie..I will see this movie...

Tonight I wanted to go get me some food. So I called Josh and told him I was leaving, and then I got dressed. As I got to Millington my mind got to wondering, and I ended up at the river instead of getting something to eat. I sat at the river and remembered how this time last year I was so happy. I had someone to love, and someone loved me, and I ( Read more... )

Why do I still cry over him? Why does every sad song remind me of him and the ways things were. It's getting so old listening to the radio and then start balling because I miss him...could it be I'm not over him? He's moved on, why can't I? I mean sure you can ask me if I am over him and I'll say yes, but then...I start all that crying shit..So ( Read more... )

I swear I think I hate boys ( Read more... )

Went to the fair last night with Jessica and her sister Laura. It isn't exactly what Jessica and I had planned to do, but we pretty much had no choice. I bought two dixie outfitter shirts, two tongue rings, and a barbell for my labret. Money well spent I would say. I didn't ride any rides because that is a waist of money. We saw about 30 minutes of ( Read more... )

Am I to be happy ( Read more... )

I got broke up with for Jesus..

I was seeing this guy, and some how religion came about and yea, I told him I don't really believe in that mess..I mean I told him that I wasn't saying there was no God, I just said I don't believe..to be honest, I have no religion..I don't study that crap...

but yea..he broke up with me for that...

So Jessica and I had big plans for tonight...but now we don't...I mean it's no big deal what I do on a Friday night, as long as I'm with Jessica, is pretty much all that matters. As far as I know, we are having to do something with her sister Laura. Which is no big deal..but I don't think there is anything three of us all like to do together..Like ( Read more... )

I haven't been updating because I haven't felt like it.

I'm sinking into depression again...

I hate this..

You would think, that a college homepage would have a link to request information ( Read more... )