why is December the emoist month?
Just found out my uncle is going to Iraq soon =(..I hate that my mom's family is soOoOo disfunctional that she probably doesn't even really care! When my other uncle told us the news tonight she just said " ...no he hadn't told us, the seperation from Esme (his wife) might do him some good.." wtf?!?! who says that about their big brother, who's about to go to Iraq?!?! In the car on the way home my father and her were talking about it some more and they were saying how it's gonna be really hard on my cousin George..I really wanna talk to him so badly! I don't even have his fucking # anymore! They don't really like me talking to him either just cause we've both been institutionalized =/..i miss him so much..and alot of shyt has been happening too..I really need Jasmine more than ever right now because she was there for me last year when it all happened ..my partner in crime! She and I did so many fucked up things last year.. and I need her here now to walk me through it and let me know everything's gonna be ok =/..I miss you Jasmine! I love you! Aida you're my best friend too, but you had your own stuff last year about this time so you know what I'm talking about..*long sigh* old habits die hard is all I'm saying =(..also I love you hermano without you idk what'd I'd be like right now *hugz* Tomoro's schedule :
- orchestra concert-1:00-2
- shopping-2:30-?
- church-6
pretty much my whole day taken..lol..=/