Okay, so I have been convincing myself for some time now that tomorrow I will do something about my weight but for today, I'll just ride with it. Not so any longer
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Good for you! Just making the decision to do something today is a big deal! I'm stuck at home with sick boy today. I thought he was all better, but today he's got a low grade fever (enough to make him feel rotten), a runny nose, stuffy head and bad attitude. So much for swimming.
Honestly though, I'm a little relieved. I stepped on the scale and saw 224.5 today. I don't really feel like donning a swimsuit today when I know I'll be the fattest person in the pool. Is that horrible? It's not like I wanted him to be sick, I'm just slightly glad to have this excuse dropped in my lap, I guess.
You know I hear you about being the fat one etc... I feel that I can't even fit any clothes, don't want to go anywhere etc. I hope that exercising and watching calories will help.
You shouldn't feel bad for secretly wishing things. I do it all of the time. I think that it is normal for people wish for things, more of a self preservation type mode. You just didn't want to be embarressed and have a miserable time because of it. Tis normal I think...
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Honestly though, I'm a little relieved. I stepped on the scale and saw 224.5 today. I don't really feel like donning a swimsuit today when I know I'll be the fattest person in the pool. Is that horrible? It's not like I wanted him to be sick, I'm just slightly glad to have this excuse dropped in my lap, I guess.
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You know I hear you about being the fat one etc... I feel that I can't even fit any clothes, don't want to go anywhere etc. I hope that exercising and watching calories will help.
You shouldn't feel bad for secretly wishing things. I do it all of the time. I think that it is normal for people wish for things, more of a self preservation type mode. You just didn't want to be embarressed and have a miserable time because of it. Tis normal I think...
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