I am so upset right now, and I am not sure why. I know part of the reason, but not all of it. I been wanting to cry all day. Its like I don't wanna go n e more. There are so many things happening I just don't wanna do. I don't wanna do n e thing. And just thinking about the stuff I have to do makes me so depressed. I watched Dirty Dancing early( ( Read more... )

Why can't I frikin be happy? Why did he change his mind?? Whats so wrong with me??? Why doesn't he want to be with me n e more???? WHY?????

Welcome to My Life: Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in ( Read more... )

I WANT TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why does he have to do that to me??? He knew it would hurt me. Gah, I like him so much but I can't take his shit. I hate livin like this!!!

Today was just a bad day. I mean it wasn't bad, but it wasn't good. It feels like some of my friends don't really care about me. I know some do, but others don't. And it hurts to think that, and that made me upset after school. I like sat alone and stuff. But also the fact of me having to wear classes sucks. Right now and lately, I have felt so ( Read more... )

Well, things are better since last time I posted. Everyone is workin it out. So hopefully everything will be worked out soon. Rebecca got her license today, woohoo, go rebecca. That is gonna be so weird. Rebecca also got sumthin I really want...a boyfriend. I am so damn tired of being alone and no one liking me. I mean really whats wrong with me... ( Read more... )

People are making me mad, which I really don't wanna talk about on here. But gah...why do that? Why be like that? I feel really bad for Lauren. I luv her so much; she doesn't deserve that!!! And gah this Brady stuff is hard. And not having a boyfriend is hard ( Read more... )

Let me think, I want to write in this but I don't. I wanna go to unload pumpkins, but I don't. I wanna paint my nails, but I don't. And I wanna do my homework but I don't. Wow, that was alot ( Read more... )

Well, I am soooo glad its Friday tomorrow. Plus we have a 3 day weekend and my parentals will be gone for some of it. No one has called me yet today and it is upsetting. I sometimes wonder if I didn't call/talk to people about doin stuff I would never do n e thing. Its really pissin me off how people keep bringin up the shit with Brady. I mean I ( Read more... )