Do you ever feel trapped with a secret? My lips hurt from holding it in. I need to talk about it with my friends and I hate not being able to because they mean so much to me. I need their advice and yet I can't get it because I'm not supposed to talk to them about the thing i need advice on. This is killing me and my insides burn. What do I do ( Read more... )

Ah, I'm so happy, so content, so relaxed. I love it. I bought the new Jack Johnson CD today. I went looking everywhere for it and I just had to get it the day it came out because Jack Johnson is so talented, I love him. I love his music - it just flows so smoothly and beautifully. I've been waiting for his new music and it's unbelieveable, I ( Read more... )

Let's see, I am very content right now. Last nite was a fun nite - me and Julia wrote music, ate tons of sushi, and then just hung out. It was great fun. I went to sleep late and got up late. I'm just lounging around and painting right now and although it's Sunday and tomorrow I've got school, I'm really happy. There are so many ways in which ( Read more... )

Yay! Happy Birthday Mr. Jason Boyd - today is your day! Today we celebrate 25 years of life for you! Congrats!

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Ah, today. What a splendid day is today? I'm in such a good mood for so many reasons. First, let me remind you all that today is Jose Antonio Pasillas II's 27th Birthday!

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I couldn't be in a better mood. I am happy and that's all I need to say. A weary, tired feeling mixed with this ecstatic happiness is just so perfect. I feel happy! Yay.

Mmmm...don't you love waking up and not caring what the clock next to you says? I love these lazy mornings. The tired, weary feeling in my eyes is just so wonderful! I wish these mornings could stay forever...

I'm so sick of everyone's shit. Everyone I know is too caught up in being heard that they don't realize what they are saying. I feel like I have no real friends. I hate having this feeling of lonelyness and not having true friends. Maybe I do have true friends. Maybe there is no such thing as a true friend. I just don't know and everyone is so ( Read more... )

Everyone's been yelling at me because I have not had a chance to update my journal. But...here I am! So, I'm still a little downtrodden about Dirk (ok, a LOT downtrodden and I want to cry every time I think about it). But I'm in an ok mood tonite - excited for Damon's...or The City's show tonite (or as Ryan calls it "Damonfest"). That'll be fun ( Read more... )