I am really really depressed. I almost threw a month down the drain...dare to call me, you may cheer me up. i dont know. i dont know. i dont know. i just dont fucking know. Everything seems so pointless. I've learned forgive and forget and it keeps coming back...i cant stand this anymore. i have caused too much pain...i wonder if ppl write suicide ( Read more... )

Hello i am hyper. i am really really hyper and i dont know why....hmmm ...the joys of being psychotic....LOL...hmmm....I dont knwo what to say really. Another cigarette run this morning...yeah...it was scary cus we were on our way back on campus at lunch and we were talking about how officer connor could catch us and he like drove right past...and ( Read more... )

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Bold if you've kissed someone... -* on the cheek. -* on the lips. -* on their hands or fingers.  -* in your room. -* in their room.  -* of the same sex.  -* of the opposite sex.  -* younger than you. -* older than you.  -* with jet black hair.  -* with curly hair.  -* with blonde hair & blue eyes. -* with flaming red hair.  -* with straight hair. ( ( Read more... )

yeah snow, i like snow. it makes me happy. yeah!!! lunch was fun, we had a snow ball fight and i hit CODY....Yeah!! i really dispise michael...he is an asshole and he is trying to ruin me and rhiannon's somewhat fine friendship. whether tory told him to or not is another story. everyone keeps getting on rhiannon's ass about why she is still friends ( Read more... )

Yes...this weekend my mother told me that i could not be trusted in her home without her there...so i went with them... we went to lynnwood costco and then fat burger...and the next time i fuck up...i live upstairs

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I am real bored. dont know what to say or do lately. i feel depressed when i go home and hella tired too. there is too much drama lately but i feel better when i write my feelings out...i dont have any feelings at the moment..but o well. it doesnt really matter. i guess im a bitch cus i judge ppl when i dont even know them. i just KNOW that sum ppl ( Read more... )

IT'S SNOWING!! yeah...woo hoo...guess who has saturday skool with me? Tory, my dearest friend...hmmm yeah. im mildly pissed right now b/c he is being stupid and i am not going to go more into it but that. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....hmm im okay tho. Yeah i like snow...it makes me happy....

yeah for the hyper me...not...i wasnt so hyper yesterday when i went to my stupid appt. with mr johnson...oh fun i have saturday school...woo hooo...fun fun. who cares tho, right? i do...cus it sucks. i got home around like 4 15 or 4 30 and i layed in bed "letting time pass" for two hours...until 6 at least and i was so angry and i wanted to cut... ( Read more... )