today is a bunch of old entries from my other online journal, so that i can delete that account yet stilll know wat i wrote so yea ( Read more... )

ok there has to be somehting seriously fucked up with me! nothing has worked out in my life for me so far. yea ok jonathan broke up with me yesterday! yea he sed its cuz we dont get to see each other that often.. but yea i think its cuz thats been his same excuse the last two times we broke up... and his profile, it used to say i wish i ws as ( Read more... )

ok so hurricane frances came by these past couple days, and ive been stuck in this god damn house for like 4 frickin days except for the timei went over to carmens house friday night. that was fun, walking around and scaring her mom lol, and making bracelets while watching who framed roger rabbit wen the power came bak on. the power went out twice ( Read more... )

ok so since the last time i wrote, i guess things have gotten just a tad better.. i finally got to talk to dillon which was cool.. and umm schools been okay so far, because i havent run into patrick which is good, cuz im still kinda mad at him and everything.. and then ok, i guess me and jon are ok.. he hasnt broken up with me yet which is a good ( Read more... )

yea. do you ever get the feeling that one day everythings the best theyve ever been and the next your lying in the grave you dug for yourself? well thats what i feel like right now. i mean everything has been finally getting better. i mean im actually wanting to go to school, not all the time but sometimes. and even though, i know this whole thing ( Read more... )

ok so the first week of skool wasnt too bad, i mean it was good, but it was also awful... like i feel so isolated there... like it feels kinda like im alone.. i cant even begin to explain.. well i guess i can.. the friends i thought were friends are being so bitchy to me.. like ugh, they dont even want to be around me nemore. and well i cant even ( Read more... )

ok so yay man.. im like soo happy.. cuz jon asked me out finally!!!!!! yay omg i love him so much.. i love yu jonathan! he asked me out the first day of skool.. the 16th o yea man.. and yea im happy.. we dont get to talk much, cuz hes not on my bus, and yea but hopefully it wont be like this ( Read more... )

ok so yea i guess its a good thing skool is going to be starting.. ill get to see my people and i wont be bored as hell nemore.. which will be good. ok so lemme tell yu about the past few days ( Read more... )

so skool starts in wat 4 days from today? i am ready.. but im sooooo not ready.. does that make sense? i mean i guess physically i can go bak and everything will be okay.. but mentally..i dunno.. its like i dont have my two best friends nemore.. george hates me so yea hes gone. and nathalie moved.. so now most of my friends are dudes.. which sucks ( Read more... )