So life is alright. I have managed to accept the fact that Lubken is just an utterly complete bastard. Not being able to play in jazz band has wounded me pretty bad, but im getting up and shaking it off. Grammy and Pappy left this morning, making mommy cry. >< She doing alright lately, we kinda had a bad scare a few days ago, but shes stablized now ( Read more... )

Today sucked. The rest of this year will suck. I feel like shit ( Read more... )

Today turned out to be *excellent* ^_ ( Read more... )

Today was alright ( Read more... )

So I woke up feeling absolutely NOT refreshed, but I was excited for school. Pappy drove me there and Fishy was there! I was kinda happy, but also...I've just been wanting alone time...and I dunno...I want to be with my friends...and my family which is falling apart anymore. So I sorta pushed him away...and made him feel horrible. And now I just ( Read more... )

So I feel like a mess... So much is going on...I don't know what to do. My feelings are all over the place. My mom is in the hospital. I've got so much damn WORK to do before school...I just... UGH. I think I'm gunna try to regularly type in LJ now -.- Everything has been so weird. But anyway, we've moved! The house is beautiful. Just one thing is ( Read more... )

Last night was great. We had a potluck in honor of my mom last night. Almost a.. good bye party. The Musher's Hall almost couldn't fit everybody. ^^ It was so nice and fun and brought back memories. I realized how important my mom really was to the University, shit she got a letter from the Chancellor whom she has never ever met!!! ^-^ Haha I hope ( Read more... )

I'm not happy. At all. Not even looking forward to...doing anything actually. I haven't even read much. I'm almost a 6th into GOW -_- and almost a 4th through In Fact. Havent started Bird by Bird and I havent even looked at the history shit. I don't want to do anything. I don't want to live like this. Every moment about to cry from just thinking ( Read more... )

Yeeeup, so the Knavel family's life has taken a whole new turn now ( Read more... )