Loving Yu: Part 4/10
COMPLICATED SET-UP
To say its uncomfortable is an understatement, because now I'm living in the same house as Yuuki and Yuya. Sounds complicated? Trust me it does.
I also find it unsettling because I know deep in my heart that Yuuki knows that there's a little part of me that likes his brother and vice versa. But it doesn't mean that I'm cheating on him because I've decided to love him and only him.
I'm relieve that he's putting his full trust on me and not asking any questions but at the same time, other part of me is worried that he's only trying to keep it to himself. So as much as I can, I try to show him how much he means to me.
And I'm thankful that the younger on is not making a big deal out of this. He's still the same happy and playful person since the first day I met him and still as caring to his brother as before.
Though sometimes I feel jealous because he makes a fuse out of little things over his older brother like taking his vitamins or some medicines on time or is he is feeling alright when he sees him lying on the couch or being quiet for a while.
But fair enough, he also shows concern for me like if I already had my dinner or what I wanted for breakfast. He's still the same sweet guy, and this made me slightly uncomfortable, because it always reminds me of his own confession several months ago.
But whenever Yuuki see this, I can see a huge smile on his face and say "Whoever will be Yuya's partner is so damn lucky. He's such a caring and sweet person"
And I sometimes ask him “Don’t you get jealous when your brother does that to me" and he'll simply answer "No. I'm thankful that he's making a fuse over you and not just over me. I'm glad that he also loves the person I love. It gives me a peace of mind when the time comes"
I can't understand what he's trying to tell me exactly but I'll just nod my head. Maybe he's just happy that I and his brother are getting along just fine.
Part 5
To say its uncomfortable is an understatement, because now I'm living in the same house as Yuuki and Yuya. Sounds complicated? Trust me it does.
I also find it unsettling because I know deep in my heart that Yuuki knows that there's a little part of me that likes his brother and vice versa. But it doesn't mean that I'm cheating on him because I've decided to love him and only him.
I'm relieve that he's putting his full trust on me and not asking any questions but at the same time, other part of me is worried that he's only trying to keep it to himself. So as much as I can, I try to show him how much he means to me.
And I'm thankful that the younger on is not making a big deal out of this. He's still the same happy and playful person since the first day I met him and still as caring to his brother as before.
Though sometimes I feel jealous because he makes a fuse out of little things over his older brother like taking his vitamins or some medicines on time or is he is feeling alright when he sees him lying on the couch or being quiet for a while.
But fair enough, he also shows concern for me like if I already had my dinner or what I wanted for breakfast. He's still the same sweet guy, and this made me slightly uncomfortable, because it always reminds me of his own confession several months ago.
But whenever Yuuki see this, I can see a huge smile on his face and say "Whoever will be Yuya's partner is so damn lucky. He's such a caring and sweet person"
And I sometimes ask him “Don’t you get jealous when your brother does that to me" and he'll simply answer "No. I'm thankful that he's making a fuse over you and not just over me. I'm glad that he also loves the person I love. It gives me a peace of mind when the time comes"
I can't understand what he's trying to tell me exactly but I'll just nod my head. Maybe he's just happy that I and his brother are getting along just fine.
Part 5