Loving Yu : Part 9/10
MEMORIES
Ne, it's been a while... No it's been a year and a half since I last saw him. How is he now? I hope he don't feel any pain and loneliness wherever he is.
And don't he dare ask me how I'm feeling coz he know what my answer will be. But it's not as painful as before.
Maybe I should thank him or maybe I should thank his brother that somehow I'm able to cope up.
Right now, I'm living my life. Trying to move forward. It's hard at first but I'm trying to be brave and start to take one step towards the future.
So once again I tried to recall his words on that fateful day...
"Ne Akihiko, sorry I can't accept your proposal as much as I want to because if I did I'll be selfish and it would cause hurt and sadness to those people whom I love the most. And if that happen I will be truly sad.
So please give that ring to the person who will take my place there in your heart” I’m about to protest that there's no one but he cut me off
"Please give that to Yuya, he'll treasure it and he will love you more than the love I'm giving you right now"
With these words, I become speechless. How can he push me towards his brother when he's the one I would like to be with?
And as if reading my mind he softy say "Trust me on this, just give it a shot. I'll be happy if my brother will be the one to take my place there in your heart” As he touches where my heart is beating erratically as if trying to emphasize his point.
Suddenly tears once again flowing through my eyes. And I held onto him even more, feeling that it seems he's saying his good bye.
"I've talked to Yuya about this" his voice broke my train of thoughts "at first he doesn't want to agree because he said it's like back-stabbing his brother. But I said how can it be back- stabbing when I gave him and you my blessing?"
"Please do this for me Aki and for my brother as well. I can only entrust him to you and no one else. So try to sort out that feelings and you'll realize eventually that you'll be able to love him. More than the love you're now showering me."
He didn't give me a choice... He chose the person who will replace him in my heart and in my life. But I guess that's one promise I can't fulfill...
Part 10
Ne, it's been a while... No it's been a year and a half since I last saw him. How is he now? I hope he don't feel any pain and loneliness wherever he is.
And don't he dare ask me how I'm feeling coz he know what my answer will be. But it's not as painful as before.
Maybe I should thank him or maybe I should thank his brother that somehow I'm able to cope up.
Right now, I'm living my life. Trying to move forward. It's hard at first but I'm trying to be brave and start to take one step towards the future.
So once again I tried to recall his words on that fateful day...
"Ne Akihiko, sorry I can't accept your proposal as much as I want to because if I did I'll be selfish and it would cause hurt and sadness to those people whom I love the most. And if that happen I will be truly sad.
So please give that ring to the person who will take my place there in your heart” I’m about to protest that there's no one but he cut me off
"Please give that to Yuya, he'll treasure it and he will love you more than the love I'm giving you right now"
With these words, I become speechless. How can he push me towards his brother when he's the one I would like to be with?
And as if reading my mind he softy say "Trust me on this, just give it a shot. I'll be happy if my brother will be the one to take my place there in your heart” As he touches where my heart is beating erratically as if trying to emphasize his point.
Suddenly tears once again flowing through my eyes. And I held onto him even more, feeling that it seems he's saying his good bye.
"I've talked to Yuya about this" his voice broke my train of thoughts "at first he doesn't want to agree because he said it's like back-stabbing his brother. But I said how can it be back- stabbing when I gave him and you my blessing?"
"Please do this for me Aki and for my brother as well. I can only entrust him to you and no one else. So try to sort out that feelings and you'll realize eventually that you'll be able to love him. More than the love you're now showering me."
He didn't give me a choice... He chose the person who will replace him in my heart and in my life. But I guess that's one promise I can't fulfill...
Part 10