Pointlessness.

[so___sedated]

I stood in the rain for fifteen minutes straight,watching the sky and pondering things.

When I first walked out the rain felt like it burned.

I got this out of my little trip in the rain;

Teenage Angst is really a fucking drag,It has no point

Comments

[kinkmaster12345]

the rain is wonderful. it gives me a feeling of almost pure bliss. and this post was definetly not pointless. there's a lot of very true things. ♥

[so___sedated]

-shrug- I wish I could stand in acid rain.

[mrevildoer7734]

yeha i totally agree i get thoughts liek that more in boring classes then in the rain but yeah that type of shit has crossed my mind too in the last few weeks ive had thougths of quitting the whole "im angry and want to kill everyone" thing but it just seems to be me now and i guess what im saying is while alot of that is true it almost seems liek you would be changing yourself to better please others and that is bullshit you should be numero uno on your list. im probably way off, again. but oh well those are my thougths on the subject later <33

[so___sedated]

I don't get them in boring classes. My thoughts in boring classes are:"Fuck me,It's cold.I shouldof brought a heavier Jacket." or "'kayyyy tenmoreminutes,tenmoreminutes" I honestly can tell anybody that I honestly don't know what the fuck I am.Will,All my fucking life I've ben changing myself to better suit someone elses moods.which may sound a tad bit extreme,But it's completely normal,It may not be to you,or anybody else but it sure as hell is to me.But oh-fucking-well,You can't pick or substitute your family.end of story..you just..deal.But you knew that,Didn't you?

[mrevildoer7734]

Like ive said before, keeley, I didnt mean to exist if i ahd had a choice i wouldn.Sorry about that.

[so___sedated]

I'm not mad,I was just saying.

[the_anguisette]

Bravo.

[so___sedated]

thank you-elaborate bow-

[gondor_girl]

uuuuh... teenage angst is one sticky bi-atch... I'm 19 and it still has control over me.

and good luck! the rain-time ideas are the best ones! cheers!

[so___sedated]

Thanks.
♥

[its_only_rain]

you're right about some of that.
you do need to stop feeling so guilty.
just a simple 'fuck you!' every once in awhile would make you so much happier

but you need to find something else to do rather than analyzing your life.
because it'll just throw you into a depression
or turn you into someone who plans and thinks and worries far too much.
you seem too be analyzing life too much lately, its just gonna stress you out.
and we're leaving the odd stressed out insomnia to me.

i'm gonna find you a non-analyzing hobby.
like masturbating to my pictures thinking up RKelly video scenarios.
because thats what we do best.

I love you
and miss you.
like fucking finnish pimp woah!

[so___sedated]

I know,and I should do that.
And you're probibly right,I should stop it.
But eh,What can you do?
It just goes to show I have too much free time on my hands.
hahaha,Thinking up Rkelly scenerios would be lovely.

I miss you more times 1234789887654567875679387397589327.
♥