I suck
This entry is really long so I decided to make a cut so people don't get mad..
hey. Hmm .. this weekend was lots of fun, minus today of course. Friday I went to Brinnys after school, then to the movies, then out and about to kick someones ass.. but she was gone. Shit eh. Saturday I went to Kyles house for our anniversary :). We went to lunch, then back to his house then to Lukes house for a whiel then to the park then back to kyle for a bonfire. I love that boy, he takes care of me:). Hmm today, I went to the mall got some clothes then I came home and talk to Kyle allllllll day lol. It was awesome, I guess. I've been really sad lately more often than not. I'm soo depressed, I need help. I should go on happy pills, I need em. Bleh no one really understands that though. Oh well, it makes sense to me. Some people don't really help the situation either, but what can you do. Hmm I really love Kyle, when I'm iwth him are some of the only times I am REALLY REALLY happy. Don't get me worng, I'm sad with him alot too.. but hes one of the only people left that can actually make me smile for real.. no fake shit. I don't know what I'd do without him. Everything he says makes me so happy. Bleh everything is changing and I hate it. I hate my life, I think I will trade it in for something better. I just want things to get better, I wish they would.. I can't take this anymore. My eyes are always sore, my heart is always sunk, my throat always feels like its got a big lump of tears in it.. gah I unno. I want it gone for good. Well.. I'm sad. Depressed. Helpless. I neeed a hug, I miss my baby.
Bye.